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Hi guys! I know I'm rather inactive here now but maybe somebody is still reading. Some of you I just chat with regularly outside of dA so the connection is still there <3
I am, unfortunately, very uninspired for art - drawing and cosplay both. Have been for a long time now. I even think I'm regressing in skill. I'm trying to fight it and I hope participating in the OC pageant this year, like I did last year, will help me.
I started writing short stories though. Not much written yet, but it's more than I've done in the last years altogether. I sure will share if I finish anything. Going for some slightly creepy things
In general I'm happier now than previously in my life. I have some wonderful people in it, cool geeky colleagues at work, rats (3 now!), slightly more confidence to do at least some things my way. But I still get bouts of unhappiness every now and then. Apart from the general Weltschmerz many of us experience, there are a few personal things that bring me down.
I've been prone to this since early puberty and I wonder if it's some chronic depression that comes and goes or if most of us feel this way but just struggle to function anyway.
Fuck, again, I'm really grateful for my friends, not letting me let go and shit. I know I can be a possessive attention ho when it comes to friendships but shhhh, let me appease my slight fear-of-friend-abandonment issues.
And how are you, guys? Are you happy? Are you inspired?
I am, unfortunately, very uninspired for art - drawing and cosplay both. Have been for a long time now. I even think I'm regressing in skill. I'm trying to fight it and I hope participating in the OC pageant this year, like I did last year, will help me.
I started writing short stories though. Not much written yet, but it's more than I've done in the last years altogether. I sure will share if I finish anything. Going for some slightly creepy things
In general I'm happier now than previously in my life. I have some wonderful people in it, cool geeky colleagues at work, rats (3 now!), slightly more confidence to do at least some things my way. But I still get bouts of unhappiness every now and then. Apart from the general Weltschmerz many of us experience, there are a few personal things that bring me down.
I've been prone to this since early puberty and I wonder if it's some chronic depression that comes and goes or if most of us feel this way but just struggle to function anyway.
Fuck, again, I'm really grateful for my friends, not letting me let go and shit. I know I can be a possessive attention ho when it comes to friendships but shhhh, let me appease my slight fear-of-friend-abandonment issues.
And how are you, guys? Are you happy? Are you inspired?
Status
Slowly crawling back to drawing for myself. Not so excited about my old OCs, but maybe I will come up with something else for now. Will see.
I miss being more involved here, but I also don't have the energy for that. Life's been weird in the last year, or years.
How are you guys? Anyone who still lurks here? : )
Illustrators wanted (PL/ENG)
PL/ENG
Ilustratorzy poszukiwani! Potrzebny artysta do pracy nad kolejnymi książkami w uniwersum Gad Zig/Lambergoon. Poglądowo załączam kilka z rysunków, które wykonałam w ramach owej serii. Oczywiście kolejny rysownik nie musi kopiować tego stylu :) Projekt się rozrósł i po prostu potrzebuje więcej niż jednej pary rysujących rąk (nie, mój wieloręczny cosplay się nie liczy). Kontakt po więcej info w notce lub w komentarzu.
Illustrators wanted! We are looking for an artist to collaborate with on other books in the Gad Zig/Lambergoon series.
I got rats!
Meet my rat guys Dorito and Cheeto! They are curious, friendly kids and I hope we will have a wonderful time together <3
Fellow rat owners, let me know you are there :D
Group up for adoption
Hey, my group ~Dead-Hero-Inn (https://www.deviantart.com/dead-hero-inn) is up for adoption. The group is dedicated to fictional villains. I no longer have the time or energy to manage it so I want someone to take over. It's best if you note me directly on the Smoludozerka account here.
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Good to hear from you. I haven't been on here for a while. I haven't written in six months, but mostly because of show stuff and because of puppy care!
Also, with the things I"m doing there are better platforms for me to show my work and lit has never gotten its due here on DA to begin with.
But my boys aren't leaving me alone in spite of that. Glad to hear your rats are keeping you busy. They are quite cute.
The OC paegent pictures sure had a lot of thought in them. What Diamon and Atra were wearing were full of little Easter eggs sometimes! Keep on keeping on my friend!
Also, with the things I"m doing there are better platforms for me to show my work and lit has never gotten its due here on DA to begin with.
But my boys aren't leaving me alone in spite of that. Glad to hear your rats are keeping you busy. They are quite cute.
The OC paegent pictures sure had a lot of thought in them. What Diamon and Atra were wearing were full of little Easter eggs sometimes! Keep on keeping on my friend!